Mental crisis over

My mental crisis, which caused me to eat about 3 breakfasts and 2 lunches before noon, has passed.  I am trying to eat a lot of proteins, and thankfully, I haven't raided the candy jar yet. But i want to. 

I was telling my bf last night, that I don't see how people who are addicted to drugs other than food, do it. I want to eat everything, including chocolate, in large amounts, all the time.  I manage, with a lot of exercise, to maintain.  Im not huge, I'm not thin. I'm quite average.  But, If i had to deal with a craving for nicotine, or alcohol, or anything else, I am not sure I could do it.  So, hat's off to those of you, battling that little voice in your head that demands you succumb, and you don't.  Temptation, what a heartless mistress.